ISOLATION

I awake, in total darkness, convinced I am still asleep.
I feel anxious, worried, traumatized.
Am I having sleep paralysis?
Suddenly I feel my body move.
Its real.
My eyes are no longer deceiving me. I am truly alone. In the middle of nowhere.
It seems like I’m hallucinating.
The earth starts to revolve and I lose myself.
My perception of the world around me has turned upside down, I see no lightness. No opening to escape.
I’m in a void.
It’s just my own presence and my constant echoing voice in the total darkness.